Friday, October 06, 2006

Short conversation

Dear Pea-pod

Did I ever tell you that we have two lovely cats? One's George and the other's Maggie who is still a kitten. George is a real scardy-cat while Maggie is very boisterous - the three of you are going to have so much fun together.

Your father and I are beginning to warm to the idea of you. We've shared our fears and hopes and I spent most of yesterday worrying about what's to come, how our lives would change, how unprepared we both were and if we were doing the right thing. However, at the same time the joy of you, knowing and looking forward to seeing you brings me hope. You are after all the best part of your father and I and we love each other.

This is why I love your father so much - he has a good heart. He may bumble sometimes by being too practical but he eases my fears and gives me security even though I know he himself is unsure of what is to come. I wish I could be a bit more expressive but many times, I fall asleep with a smile on my face knowing he is next to me.

Pea-pod, you're 5 weeks old this week! Your little heart should be beating anytime soon now! Little beats that won't stop till the sun sets for you. Isn't it amazing? I felt a sharp cramp in my uterus just now - nothing to panic about really. This is probably my uterus making space so that you'll be a bit more comfy as you grow.

Love and kisses.

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